Raison d’etre

Listening to: Qing Fei De Yi

That’s quite an interesting song. Quite indicative of what I’m at the moment.

Anyways, I have to finish grading a bundle of EE20 papers >_<. It looks like the newbies have a test next week that they need the answers for. Oh well. I’ll be the super grader and impress the TA.

I guess I have to state the reason that I started blogging again after a two-year hiatus. I am probably at a mid-life crisis. I can’t seem to do anything right or completely. I can’t put all my heart into my work; I haven’t been as productive or as dedicated as I want to be or could be. Fansubbing is no different. I can’t seem to be as passionate about it anymore. Perhaps Zyline is right and I’m just trying to be good at and do too many things at once. *sigh* Thus, I decided to start blogging. It’s a way for me to release and spill my thoughts onto paper. It’s also a good way to network with friends I have no time for (ah, that sounds so insensitive) online. A selfish reason (or two) may be that I wanted to perfect my server administration skills as a possible future career (yea right) or just useful skill in general. Finally, I want to practice writing. As a business major, I have very little time to write either creatively or just regularly. So, this blog will help keep my skills sharp.